they know exactly why they are smiling
why I was arriving at 10.30 in the morning
why they had to put on pants
and shoes
eldest sister
points
her little brother
to the camera light
smile for a sack of rice
starving
mamma sold their blanket
smile for a sack of rice
“i know there is no dignity in it”
i had said
“i will try not to take your dignity”
i had said
“by photographing your suffering”
i had said
yet i am delighted when a duck
crosses into the camera frame
i am disappointed the kids aren’t ready
duck on a dirt floor kitchen
that will get sponsors
i think
so dignified
trying to halt myself
from disappearing into every
well-meaning
well-marketed
NGO
ducks on dirt floors get sponsors
will you smile for a sack of rice?
or keep your dignity?
© 2015 Melinda Irvine
